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Random snakie pics..! [04 Nov 2007|01:08pm] [ mood | .... ] Ha.. haven't posted on here for a while.. well.. not a public post, anyway. Took some pics of my Houdinibubbie last night who, I might add, is doing better. He's not wheezing anymore, I just need to get some bloodtests done to verify whether his infection has gone. I hope it has..! Got some random Hallowe'en pictures in here, too... ( Snakes! ) Things've been wonky for the past... forever? Working my ass off, not doing much as far as a social-life. Accepted the fact I'm likely never going to college, save to take a short business course or something. I'm feeling supremely shitty over some of the things I've done.. the biggest being that toward a particular person... ..I do want to talk to her again and I totally understand if she doesnt' want a thing to do with me.. so long as she succeeds in everything, that's enough to keep me content, and she's on a pretty damned good road so far. Anyway.. this was kind of a random entry, gotta go to work and whatnot now, but I'll attempt to post a little more often..maybe...? I fail at updating online thingers though, so we'll see. Peace, peeps. o_o .V. 1 Held| Hold me?

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[25 Dec 2006|10:54am] MERRY CHRISTMAS~!!!! =D Hope you lot had a great one, and for those who DON'T Celebrate Christmas, have fun with whatever you do with your time during the Holidays. C'mon, ya know you take advantage of the time off. ;) As for me, I'm reallyreallyreally hoping Grandma can get out of the hospital to spend Christmas with us.. she was hospitalized the other day for another Emphezema attack and if it keeps up, she's gonna have to drag an oxygen tank around with her for the rest of her life. x_x; Grandpa's unable to walk for four weeks, due to having a knee replacement surgery last week. @_@ So between the two of them, their X-mas isn't so grand. I wanna do something for 'em, but I have nooo clue what. I was even thinking of going up there for a couple weeks just to help 'em out, but they have Dad there so it's not like they're helpless.. mm.. but still, it'd be a good thing for a Granddaughter to do. u_u I hardly ever get to spend time with m'grandparents after all. I dunno, I just hope they can make it to dinner, if not I'm off to the hospital to visit Grandma afterwards. She can't be alone on X-mas, it's totally not cool. DX 1 Held| Hold me?

Gah! [22 Nov 2006|11:57am] I hate it when I spend more money than I think I did, and end up not having enough to get what I want..! *sniff* Dad still owes me $60, so hopefully that'll help out. Stupid Christmas, sapping all my funds. >>; ..guess it doesn't help that I get less hours at my new job. I no longer get 40 hours a week.. instead, I get like.. thirty-something? The fewer hours're hurting. I'm sooo hungry too. ><; And mom expects me to dish out $70 for groceries? HA. Maybe next payday, but definetely not this one. 1 Held| Hold me?

New Virus alert. [05 Oct 2006|07:13pm] Seems to be a new one going around, I can't find the name of it for the life of me, but this is for MSN users: If anyone gets a link from their friend sent, with the text: "Is that you in this picture? :|" And a pic-link, that has max-max..something or other in the url. Don't.. click it, obviously. Friend of mine got it from one of their contacts, and once the link was clicked, it sent it to five other people on their contacts list and completely started confucking their computer. I'm looking up info on it to try and find the name of it, but can't find a thing. Just giving you guys a head's up! I got off lucky I think, thank god for my retarded computer at times. But seriously, keep an eye out for it, seems like this is a nasty one! 1 Held| Hold me?

*Snort* LOL [15 Sep 2006|08:57am] What Is Your Battle Cry? Rampaging over the icy wasteland, clutching gilded boxing gloves, cometh Tashii! And she gives a low howl: "You in some shit now, muhfuh! I shall make bloody music with your nation's populace!" Find out! Enter username: Are you a girl, or a guy ? created by beatings : powered by monkeys Hold me?

[18 Jun 2006|10:39am] Must...stay..awake.. x__@ Yes. Going up to Dad's place later this afternoon for supper so's I won't be around after that until later in the evening. BUT I GET TONIGHT OFF! *yay!* >< I'ma spend that time wiff Staceh, taking FULL ADVANTAGE of the fact my mom's at work. She'd better not phone me every twenty minutes to see if he's emailed her. e-e; I dun wanna be stuck on the phone reading off sappy messages. ;_; I'm not a sap! *Whine* *Clings to Shtaceh* ~~~<3 ILU~ 2 Held| Hold me?

[13 Jun 2006|11:02am] [ mood | bitchy ] I'm sure the lot of you might've read something about 'Boo', the grizzly they keep stuffed in a 22 acre enclosure in Golden BC, up on the Kicking Horse Mountain Resort. If ya hadn't, here's the downlow: 2002, they get the big idea to build a 'bear rehabilitation centre' up on the ski hill that they're expanding. So they build it, saying to the public that "It's a bear refuge only, there will be no profit, or tourism based around this project." Well. Lie much? So they get the ok to do it. They build it, and place two cubs into it, thusly named Cari, and Boo. Not six months later, there's advertisements all over the place, 'COME SEE THE GRIZZLIES IN THEIR NATURAL ENVIRONMENT' and pay $20 to go on a guided tour? WTF part of that isn't tourism, and/or profit? And what part of 'natural habitat' is a 22 acre enclosure when a grizzly's range spreads upwards of 400 square miles? o_O So they obviously lied out their asses of not making a tourist attraction of it, and the thing that pisses me off was that the bears could no longer be set free. It was no longer a 'rehab' center, to eventually turn them loose in the wild by KEEPING them wild. No, they'd turn them into zoo animals. During the second hibernation, Cari died of a twisted small intestine, which left the other all alone in his enclosure. They don't even feed him a 'proper' diet. They figure they do, but they don't feed them meat. They feed him 'supplements'. I'm sorry, but supplements can only do so much for so long in comparison to what actual -meat- would do. He's a bloody bear, he needs that within his diet! And they never thought a fully grown male grizzly'd be able to escape a piddly-ass electric fence and the twelve foot secondary fence? They're insane. Well, it happened. A week and a half ago, Boo got a whiff of a rather enticing female in heat, and within an hour I'm guessing, he was on the loose. Dug his way out and gone. Stupid resort kept it quiet for about four days before they finally let the public know their big pet bear was on a love-hunt. They've been keeping tabs on him, he's been mating with the female, having a good old time as a -wild- bear.. and they've all got their panties in a bunch. They're gonna tranq him, and get him back. The thing about it? He's being neutered once he's back in the pen. WHY didn't they neuter him to begin with when he was just a cub and it'd be a hell of a lot less traumatic? He's a danger to the public because the dumbasses up there've habituated him so much. What kind of bear experts, and big-o people worried SO much on grizzly conservation, approach one of the Rod and Gun club members, to accompany them on the trip up to where they locate the bear to tranq him, and get the hunter.. yes. HUNTER, to stand guard and shoot the sow dead if she becomes a problem? A bloody sow, that's PREGNANT more than likely? Just to get their bear back? It's sheer and utter stupidity and another show of human arrogance. ><; The bloody bear escaped, let him have his freedom and if he becomes a nuisance then deal with him -then- not NOW. He's not even anywhere NEAR town. He's on a frickin' love-romp! >:O Needless to say, I'm raising some hell if I find out they had to kill -any- bear to get Boo back. It's hypocritical and just goes to show you how 'concerned' these people are about bear conservation. Considering they could always just tranq the female. But oh, then they'd have to pay for TWO doses of tranq instead of just one? ...ok. I'm done now. x__@.. It just pisses me off, and I wanna get more people aware of what's going on. It's unfair to the bear, really it is. It's also funny how they stopped updating their site every time they seen Boo, the day after that hunter was approached. I mean, I hunt.. but I hunt for food, I don't sport hunt or kill needlessly. Half the time I don't even get anything anyway.. but that's wasteful and unnecessary to kill the sow. ..REALLY done now. x__X; 2 Held| Hold me?

[10 May 2006|08:46pm] ( Soubi! ) 8 Held| Hold me?

Size comparison~ [28 Apr 2006|09:23pm] Houdini's a monster compared to Soubi. xD~ ( Sizes ) 2 Held| Hold me?

Holy hannah. x_@ [20 Apr 2006|03:21pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Eden - Yami no Matsuei soundtrack ] Just rode my bike downtown and I must say, it is FRICKIN' hot. I succeeded in walking.. staggering, rather.. into the bank, lightheaded as hell 'cuz I'm not used to the heat. The exercise was fine, but it was the heat that kicked my ass. Cashed my cheque and then headed over to 7-11 for a slurpee 'cuz dear god I needed one. Went to the Music store and my frickin' CD STILL isn't in. WTF? It was supposed to be released on the 20th, damnit! Of LAST MONTH even. >:O I had some fun at the pond this morning while taking Macey for a walk to boot. The Canadian Geese are back and starting to set up little territories on the pond, and there was this pair on one bit that I was watching, and then this other female goose flew over from another section and landed on the part where the other two were. So they started hissing and chasing her around to attack her, and her mate came out of nowhere and beat the ever loving hell out of the other male goose that was attacking his mate. It was nuts! I thought the damn things were gonna drown each other, 'cuz the one had the other by the neck and was forcing him down into the water, beating him with his wings, while the females were flipping out on the sidelines. I'd never seen that before, and when the one male finally lost his hold on the other, they proceeded to throttle each other repeatedly.. and believe me, being hit by a goose's wings isn't fun, and they chased each other down the pond and I could still hear the 'THWUMP!' from the wings hitting each other.. Macey was flipping out of course, she obviously wanted to go retarded and chase the stupid things, but I was too engrossed in the fact that I had no idea geese fought like that. It was vicious! And work sucks. Man.. I need to somehow win the lotto. AND I need to finish this ruddy commission I got. x_@ ..Drawing females is difficult these days. I'm havin' a bit of trouble with it, but I suppose I should pull my ass around and get it done. It won't take long once I -get- it done. I got a pose in mind. Mm.. should start it now. Hold me?

Eeee! [31 Mar 2006|08:52am] XD I HAD A BABY COW SUCK MY THUMB! *highlight of her day* It was SO cute, omg I just wanted to take him hooome. ;_; He looked like he wasn't even old enough to be weaned! And there were about four others trying to reach my hand too, but only the one was close enough to stick his head through the cattle-hauler hole. XD BUT HOMGSOCUTE~~ <3 Baby cows = adoreable. Hold me?

[13 Mar 2006|07:55pm] Zabuza: You are the awesome one himself, the great Zabuza Momochi. You are an amazing badass. You probably cheated to get this,though. But if you got it legit, then you're a quality guy. Only you can wear a seatbelt around your neck and make it look cool. .:What character from Naruto are you?:. (20 results with pics) brought to you by Quizilla Bwahaha.. ..*No idea who this is* Hold me?

Yee! [05 Mar 2006|04:28pm] Things are better, omg loads better.. we talked. We needed to talk.. 'cuz I love her to bits and pieces and we sorted everything out and I feel so much better, my appetite's crawling back. .__. *hasn't eaten anything in like, three days? Save the pizza that Laura fed her last night* Rawr.. I would've been hellishly sick if I hadn't eaten that methinks. But yee! Staceh knows I love herrr.. ;-; And I do, tons. tonsandtonsandtons and I need to get her PACKAGE ready to be sent! *kicks herself in the ass* But I'm feeling so much better. ;__; Happy, yes~ and day off today! zomg.. and THE STUPID BOOKKEEPER AT WORK RIPPED ME OFF MY SIX HOURS OVERTIME! .\__/. OMG I'm gonna eat her face off! ><; I told her not to forget, too! Ugh. I'll sort it out.. damnit. $600, that's bullshit. I shold've made at LEAST $750 or more at the end of month. Hold me?

I am so dead inside right now... [03 Mar 2006|04:14pm] ..I've lost her.. I've lost my best friend. The one person who I would wait and wait and wait for to come online, so I could talk to her, and be with her.. and I fucking made the biggest mistake of my life.. I got too obsessed with something and lost track of things that I should have paid more attention to.. I love her. I love her so fucking much that to hear what she said, to hear it from her like that.. it broke my heart. It was pandect.. it was things on it.. things I did. I shouldn't have.. I shouldn't have fucking got so caught up in a fanbase.. ..lord. I still wanted to spend the time with her, sure.. I had friends on there.. sure. I did things on there, drew pictures on there.. but I've got art that I wanted for -her-, art I've been DOING for -her- and it's all here, it's all right here ready to be scanned and now as I sit here typing this I don't know.. I don't know if she hates me, or what.. but Jesus.. ...what the fuck have I done.. I'm so sorry Stacy.. you have no idea.. no idea how much I care about you and how much this has literally torn me up inside.... I can't ask you to forgive me.. but just know this. You were the most important person. You always were. I never told you, but I did love you more than just a friend. I adored you, I wanted--I still want-- to protect you, to help you.. to be there for you because you're all that matters to me. you always always -always- made me happy, and I told you that.. sure, lately I would get excited about the board, and pandect... but I was never -truly- happy until you came online and I got to talk to you, I swear that.. it's the truth, because if Pandect was what made me happy then I wouldn't be bawling right now.. I wouldn't feel so miserable that I lost you Pandect was just for fun, it was fun while it lasted.. I didn't mean to slap you in the face, I didn't think it was like that and you should have told me.. I never NEVER would leave you for something like that! The wife-thing with Akari was joke, it didn't mean anything.. because in my heart I was yours, I wish I still could be yours.. ...Stacy.. dear god. I love you more than anything, I need to make this up to you, I need to. I need to talk.. I need you. I wish you would've seen it.. I go out of my way to talk to you, Stacy.. I always have. No friend, no ally, no boyfriend, girlfriend or relative could ever, or will ever replace you... Other friends are just that, other friends. But you, you're my best friend, you put a smile on my face.. you make me happy.. the bit on the board, if it's what I think you're talking about, with Tahj, and Akari claiming him.. it's fun.. it doesn't mean a thing compared to what rp and friendship with you does.. the art, I've got tons of pictures for you, tons of them.. I need to scan them, and.. god.... I was making an animation for you, it wasn't flash that I learned, it was imageready on photoshop.. I wanted to make something, something based on sincity for you.. for the rp.. the Josh/Sky thing, god.. Stacy. ALL of our RP's meant everything to me.. we've got so many characters, so many rp's together that mean everything to me, the WORLD to me.. that it's hard to focus on all of them.. I've been excited about Josh and Skyler, I've always loved those two because it's how I met you... they're how we met.. and they always were a part of that excitement to rp with you, even when we branched out to other things, new things.... but now I've lost you.. I've lost you and it's all my fucking fault.. I can't forgive myself for that.. I never.. never never in my life meant to push you away, that was the furthest thing from my mind.. that was the last thing I ever -ever- wanted to do to you and I did it, without even realizing it.. I love you so much.. I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. I don't know where to begin, where to start fixing it, but I need you, Stacy.. jesus.. I need you with me.. ..because nobody else could ever replace you.. nobody else would ever be as good a friend as you were to me and I'm sorry.. and please, god.. don't say that I didn't want to do the comic with you, I do.. I still do.. god, I talk about it with people at work for crying out loud! and how I want to help you, and show the world what an awesome person you are, with awesome ideas.. pandect is just a hobby, Stacy.. that's all it is.. I was just waiting for you to send me the storyline you were typing up, the first chapters.. you said you would a while back.. because I was going to draw to that, to do a comic to it.. I can't say that enough.. I can't.. I'm sorry.. if there's anything.. anything I can do to make it up to you.. please.. please tell me, tell me how and I will cross the ocean and climb the highest damned mountain to do it.. I don't want to lose you like this, not like this.. not like I promised I wouldn't... and now I'm so broken up inside I can't even make sense.. I love you.. Hold me?

[03 Mar 2006|02:34pm] whatever I did, I'm sorry... I'm not going to be a bother anymore... Hold me?

Far Away [02 Mar 2006|07:49pm] Ok, I love this song.. I have to type the lyrics out 'cuz it suits things~ lots of things.. This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, too late Who was I to make you wait? Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left.. 'Cuz you know you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along and I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming, you'll be with me and you'll never go stop breathing if I don't see you anymore. On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but won't give up 'Cause you know you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along. And I miss you been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore. So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know.. you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving Hold on to me and Never let me go. -Far Away; Nickelback Hold me?

[25 Feb 2006|08:59am] Blargh! Been playing with this stupid theme all morning. XD~ I give up, I'm tired. I don't like it. >.>; but it'll have to do, and DAMNIT! -glares at the pic- Why won't you center? I WANT NOAH IN THE CENTER! -kickboot- 1 Held| Hold me?

[21 Feb 2006|10:53pm] Aieee!! INTERNET IS BACK ON FRIDAY! @__@ Highspeed! I will KILL that cable-guy if he's late. >:O KILLKILLMURDERDESTROYCRUSHHISBALLSUNDERMYMIGHTYFOOT! *cough* >.>; .....They'd better! BETTER not be late! *internet withdrawls* >>; Mom even noticed I'm goin' INSANE. haha! Anyway! Gotta go to work! *turns, punches in and slips behind the counter* ._. 2 Held| Hold me?

badnewses. [16 Feb 2006|08:52am] Ok.. so me and mom are moving out Today which means.... don't expect to see me online.. at all.. for however long it takes to get internet and that's IF I get the computer. Mom says we are, but who knows, right?.. I haven't slept since effing Tuesday morning.. x_x; I'm nervous as shit right now and omfg I feel so-so- sick.. Dad's going to explode, I know it.. but here~.. I'll have my cell, text me at 1-250-439-9757 <--cellfone keep in touch, I'll need all the support I can get right now to keep from having a nervous breakdown before things're sorted out. x_x;;... *Hugs Staceh* I'll miss youuuu.. ;___; *And Dannii, an' Sarah an' everyone!* And you guys all too! omfg.. ~~<3 3 Held| Hold me?

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